i wanna live forever young....

senior year has been amazing, thanks to those particular girls and guys!..lately its been hitting me that highschool is ending! =( i cried like a baby on friday after ms. Nunez said goodbye to us b/c it was probably gonna be the last time we'd see her due to her maternity leave. =( crazzyy...its hard to believe its gonna end soon and i know we have like 3 months still but seriously thos days are gonna go by sooo fast. i wish time would just slow down...i don't wanna say goodbye =(

BBYGIRLS:Even though most of the bbygirls are going to the same college, i know its not gonna be the same. we're all gonna be doin our own thing and have different schedules...but one thing i know forsure is that u girls will always be my bestfriends!<33 i want u girls as bridesmaids for my wedding...haha so ur stuck with me bitches...lol jk! seriously tho, i know i'm gonna cry the most for you girls when school ends just cuz we're not gonna be able to have our daily hangout as much as we do now when we go to college or see eachother everyday...or have classes with each other like we do now...where we have our daily talks, bonding circle, nonstop laughing, playing cards, playing tap tap...awww..man i'm already crying and my sister is looking at me like i'm weird..hahaha...Gahh i have soo many lifetime memories with u girls...u bbygirls are mainly the reason why i love senior year and the main reason i don't wanna leave highschool...I've developed such strong friendships with all of u girls since we first got close and how each one of us has different personalities but we all just click so well as a group! gahhh...we've been through a lot and we really do know how to work out our problems...we can actually talk about it to one another without any of us not respecting each others opinions and that just shows the great strength of our friendship. Mann...oh man...i love u girls p.s i really do hope we open up our own mini mall! "dancing my way to your teeth!"

JADDIS HY, I'M GONNA MISS U!...ever since 9th grade we've been close and have never lost touch and have never been in a fight!..u really are my "general" bestfriend! ;p We have soooo many hilarious memories that i will never forget!..haha when u hit ur head on the telephone thing, when i kicked u, when we saw ms arreguin's kid look at edras like he was weird, our stalking days in 9th grade...damnnn there was never a dull day with u. I'm gonna miss that especially since were not gonna be hanging out with eachother 24/7 at school. thanks for always being there for me and always making me feel better when i'm crying, for literally standing up for me when people were making fun of me or are being mean to me and thanks for always sharing your food with me!... hahai honestly know u are a TRUE FRIEND!!...i remember when u told me that u wished u got lower scores then me when i was doing horrible in math anaylsis so that i wouldn't be sad and u can say "drea u did better than me" to make me feel better...oh mann...thats how u know whos a great friend... (by the way i would never let u do that jaddis)...dude..once graduation hits, u and i are gonna be the most emotional...hahaha we like cried during the Christmas party and it was the beginning of the year..imagine when its the actual day...gahh its gonna be waterworks...=( haha sorry if i made u cry jaddis...i cried A LOT when writing this...like A LOT! hahaha..still crying! hahaha i already know what i'm gonna get u for your graduation gift! I LOVE U JPARIS!<333

FIERCE LADIES: man oh man...how easily i got close to each one of u girls in such a short period of time! you girls are like my sisters. I'm really gonna miss our afterschool adventures, choir days and bonding time! Most of those adventures have been many highlights to my senior year..even though there would be awkward silences...hahaha...we still knew how to have a good time! Every time i look at my car...cuz i'm gonna be driving my sister's car soon...i'm gonna think about the many times when all of u crammed into my little car and when that one guy called my car a clown car and was amazed that all of us fit in there...hahah funny considering that my car is a 5 seater and there was only 5 of us. hahahaha! how we would have deep conversations in Sharon's car about our problems and our long ass afterschool hangouts at the basketball courts til like 8 at night...mann...its gonna be weird leaving u girls..especially since me, sharon, and celine are seniors and u girls are juniors! =( oh and i'll never forget about our alter ego...nikki strut will always be apart of me!

RICK AND ROBIN: i was orginally gonna label this as Filipino boys but then i realized u guys are the only ones i care most about and the only ones i wanna write this for. Rick BALAROSA u are seriously my brother...4th grade yeee!...haha i'm soo gonna miss clowning on u about not speaking English in elementary school. hahahaha! i'm really sad that we didn't get closer before cuz i've missed out =( Your such a good person and i hate when u put yourself down sometimes. I'm gonna miss your rapping...u know how to make me laugh...even when ur not trying! you've made many of my days. hahaha...I'll always remember how we got close in 1st period....cuz u weren't scared to open up to me as a friend and that meant the world to me cuz that proved that u can trust me with anything...from family problems to school problems, girl problems and personal problems. i seriously felt like crying when u told me that u wanted me to be one of your kid's godmother...cuz that shows how close we are. i really hope u don't forget about me and make other friends..hahaha...cuz i'll cry. i love u rick... ROBIN DELACOOL!i know i've only known u for about 5 months but it seems way longer than that ...you are seriously the definition of a good guy. You know whats down and what isn't down. LMAO...i'm gonna miss crackin up Washington jokes...lol jk awww man i remember when i first day i met u...we were talking about the color burgundy cuz i didn't know how the color looked and i thought it was really weird how u liked twilight. lol i'm really glad u turned out to be the total opposite of how i thought u were gonna be. Even though we don't talk as much like before, I'm gonna cry when u leave for Washington cuz i know its probably gonna be the last time i'll ever see u...and i know how u say that were gonna stay friends and stay in touch after highschool...but eventually our friendship might fade..and i'm not saying it to be mean but its probably gonna happen, i hope it doesn't tho...i just wanna say thanks for being one of my closest guy friends...and if we do lose touch just know that i'll always remember our friendship and i'll never forget about our stareing contest...damn 30 minutes...i miss your dirty glasses =(


mann....u guys are probably like wth right now...cuz i'm gonna see u guys tomorrow but still i just wanted to let u guys know how important u are to me and how much i'm gonna miss u guys after high school. i cried soooo much when typing this thing...gahh u have no idea...i really hope i've made as much of an impact in your lives as u guys have for mine. i love u guys<3...sorry if i made any of u cry...and sorry this is sooo long! haha..

to be continues..i wanna write about more people!

"Can't hurry love....ohhhh you just have to wait"

happy valentines day lovelys!..
Happy belated birthday to my bbygirl jaddis hy! love u!! (i said happy birthday on her actual bday (yesterday))

my valentine this year was JUAN CORNEJO! we were valentines in 9th so we decided why no again this year!...strictly friends guys! we exchanged gifts on friday...haha his card was the best and he gave me hilarious gifts! the gift i gave him is gonna be in the yearbook tho! hahah DISNEY CHANNY!! he told me he felt bad that all he gave me was funny gifts and just a card so i guess theres a part 2 to my gift?...but honestly i'm happy with just the card!! =D


so new classes. not as fun as before but its not too bad!

i really do miss my old classes tho! 1st i had sooo much fun with Juan and always had meaningful conversations w/ rick. 2nd was fun..I'm gonna miss laughing with marifel & april! 3rd i'm gonna miss our many adventurous days..to the many makeovers, to our many photo shoots, to playing very competitive team card games together and to rick's rapping! =( and I'm gonna miss after school hangouts!...it seems like everyone got a 4th -_-! lol


so now with the new classes! 1st, i have everyone in that class but we don't get to sit together =( boo and i feel really stupid in the class!! 2nd is kinda weird but i kinda like it.. thankful i have SHARON AND BRIANNA in my class!!Robin and Celine were suppose to be in it but boo Ms. Alarcon changed Robin's original schedule so now we don't have the same gov class ...he was gonna change it so we could be in the same class but he can't cuz stupid world history =( oh well...shit happens! Celine's councilor is just a bitch (hahaha!), but i'm happy that she likes her gov class now! 3rd changed a lot, sooo mannyyy new faces, its just not the same even tho all girls are still in the class! Robin, Rick, and Gee left...=(!!! we have more cheerleaders, but seriously at times it does get awkward! lol..mann...&& i miss RICK! It went from 2/3 classes together to none! =( i really hope we stay close! SHEEZY got a 4th =(...now i have to wait until 3 to chill with her haha!

haha...so almost done with the asain pageant dance, need to practice singing for celines, and get started on gov hw! =) note to self* bring a 3 ring binder for gov!

THIS IS CUTE!!!

soo i was telling maajyc and fierce ladies about this video that tm juniors made! sooo cute!...heres the video i was talking about! i was think we should do something like this for wonder girls..& theres two boys in it too!hahaha!

=)

my girls<33 u ladies are the best!<33

oh gosh..how i love my friends!

omg!! so yesterday i meet the whole cast of sonny with a chance cuz i went to a screening! all really nice!..sterling knight! ah!..hahaha..i got a hug from all of them including him!..Doug gives the best hugs!..awww..i didn't get to hug demi cuz she was surrounded by everyone and she left early!..however, i did get all of their autographs!! ..no pictures tho! booo!..i thought cameras and phones weren't allowed but guess what everyone had them and they were allowed! =( oh well it was great! ahhh..lmao!

i love my babygirls and fierce ladies..u girls always make my day!<33

*giving yen my drea smile*
yen-you're creey!
me and celine: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!

jaddis: hey celine, this is jaddis
yen:naw really?

*marifel buys a tamale and its like smoking hot in the cooler*
me:i wonder how it stays hot?
marifel:well u know its in a cooler so u know...(confused) umm...i dunno!
me: hahahahah!..wtf u were like so sure u knew too!

me and thalia: i love how celine isn't paying attention
celine:(celine turn to us) i'm sleepy guys....
me and thalia: hahahaha!!

thalia: happy birthday celine!i just wanted to say happy birthday
-haha!

"OH I GOT IT!!!....LEAPING LIZARDS!!"

haha..dang...i really suck at blogging!...

so Thanksgiving was super fun!<333 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">lipz, CRANIUM, cards. oh geez! Cranium is sooo fun! It was the boy cousins verses the girl cousins..the girls won of course! haha sad tho, we had a huge lead but the boys came back..wtf! lmao! still fun tho. I miss the babies urgggg...baby ryan is sooo cute & baby noah!! my babies!!! lol! We pulled out names for the cousin's secret santa!....I like who i got but damn, I have no idea what to get them -_- && i gotta get a unisex gift too! this is hard maynnn...need to start shopping and saving!!! =D

Still need to do secret santa with friends...i really hope i get someone who i know very well. I kinda want Celine! hahaha!! =D urmm...oh yea i got really close to Shanice and Tiffy! omg i freakin love those girlies! Me, Shanice, Tiffay, and my lil sister are in a prank war with Robin and Rick! so far all of our pranks have failed! urggg...however rick and robin succeeded! They put peanut butter in my car handles and yess...i stook my hand in the peanut butter then licked my fingers! hahaha jk jk jk!! but i did fall for it. WE GOTTA GET THEM BACK!!...anyone have ideas??!! lmao Celine is hilarious!<33 style="font-weight: bold;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33">AZN PAGEANT is around the corner!!..I am starting practice on mondayyy..yayy!! So far i have completed one dance but i'm pretty proud of myself, i made it in 2 dayss!!...yeeeee!!!!!!! Its pretty good, i mean i like it. haha jk! Celine and Marifel are ahead & i think Tiffy learned some too! The boys, i have no idea what they're gonna do on monday. haha. =) I wanna start working on the couple dance tho =DD

Today i gotta do hw and college stuff! BOO COLLEGE! i wanna become a dentist but have no idea of how to become one or the steps needed to make sure i'm headed in that particular direction! lmao! Debating whether i should go to movie night at "C" haha...cuz damn i gotta do a lot of shit..so so so busy!

tell me whatcha say I.

geez...i suck at blogging...haha but a lot of new things to talk about.

YAYY!!...i got my birthday gift from my ninang/cousin raina ..LOVE IT...she got me Marc Jacob's Daisy perfume set. I wanted it ever since last christmas when she got it from her fiance Carlos. haha...geez freakin expensiveee considering she got me the whole set...!! but i love!!!!
this weekend was sweeett...it was my ninag's engagement party...slept over on friday to help out for her party on saturday then slept over meniphae's new house=)! ..had a few drinks...dudeee...best beer i ever had, and the wine was yummy =D. haha..had mickey Ds at like 3am...slept around 4:30 or 5am...

okay so heres a long list of whats new:

-now a licsenced driver =D yeee!
-I'm a bridesmaid for my Ninang's wedding!! yay!!!!!!!!
-got a lot of good comments about my eyebrows. haha.
-birthday party was fun, but last yr was a lil better. (thanks for the gifts)
-getting a "D" in ap calc, oh boo.
-Got rock band 2!! got sooo much better at the drums...saaaweeeettt. =DDD
-Going to hc with the besty phillip (like 75% sure) as friends of course.
-i have a feeling hc is gonna be lame cuz its at school.
-jamie's halloween party is this friday, yayyy!! lol need to find something to wear.=/

haha..wow i finally found the time to blog. Time to eat and make a new Cd, haha i'm tried of listening to the same damn songs!! urggg.=)