i wanna live forever young....

senior year has been amazing, thanks to those particular girls and guys!..lately its been hitting me that highschool is ending! =( i cried like a baby on friday after ms. Nunez said goodbye to us b/c it was probably gonna be the last time we'd see her due to her maternity leave. =( crazzyy...its hard to believe its gonna end soon and i know we have like 3 months still but seriously thos days are gonna go by sooo fast. i wish time would just slow down...i don't wanna say goodbye =(

BBYGIRLS:Even though most of the bbygirls are going to the same college, i know its not gonna be the same. we're all gonna be doin our own thing and have different schedules...but one thing i know forsure is that u girls will always be my bestfriends!<33 i want u girls as bridesmaids for my wedding...haha so ur stuck with me bitches...lol jk! seriously tho, i know i'm gonna cry the most for you girls when school ends just cuz we're not gonna be able to have our daily hangout as much as we do now when we go to college or see eachother everyday...or have classes with each other like we do now...where we have our daily talks, bonding circle, nonstop laughing, playing cards, playing tap tap...awww..man i'm already crying and my sister is looking at me like i'm weird..hahaha...Gahh i have soo many lifetime memories with u girls...u bbygirls are mainly the reason why i love senior year and the main reason i don't wanna leave highschool...I've developed such strong friendships with all of u girls since we first got close and how each one of us has different personalities but we all just click so well as a group! gahhh...we've been through a lot and we really do know how to work out our problems...we can actually talk about it to one another without any of us not respecting each others opinions and that just shows the great strength of our friendship. Mann...oh man...i love u girls p.s i really do hope we open up our own mini mall! "dancing my way to your teeth!"

JADDIS HY, I'M GONNA MISS U!...ever since 9th grade we've been close and have never lost touch and have never been in a fight!..u really are my "general" bestfriend! ;p We have soooo many hilarious memories that i will never forget!..haha when u hit ur head on the telephone thing, when i kicked u, when we saw ms arreguin's kid look at edras like he was weird, our stalking days in 9th grade...damnnn there was never a dull day with u. I'm gonna miss that especially since were not gonna be hanging out with eachother 24/7 at school. thanks for always being there for me and always making me feel better when i'm crying, for literally standing up for me when people were making fun of me or are being mean to me and thanks for always sharing your food with me!... hahai honestly know u are a TRUE FRIEND!!...i remember when u told me that u wished u got lower scores then me when i was doing horrible in math anaylsis so that i wouldn't be sad and u can say "drea u did better than me" to make me feel better...oh mann...thats how u know whos a great friend... (by the way i would never let u do that jaddis)...dude..once graduation hits, u and i are gonna be the most emotional...hahaha we like cried during the Christmas party and it was the beginning of the year..imagine when its the actual day...gahh its gonna be waterworks...=( haha sorry if i made u cry jaddis...i cried A LOT when writing this...like A LOT! hahaha..still crying! hahaha i already know what i'm gonna get u for your graduation gift! I LOVE U JPARIS!<333

FIERCE LADIES: man oh man...how easily i got close to each one of u girls in such a short period of time! you girls are like my sisters. I'm really gonna miss our afterschool adventures, choir days and bonding time! Most of those adventures have been many highlights to my senior year..even though there would be awkward silences...hahaha...we still knew how to have a good time! Every time i look at my car...cuz i'm gonna be driving my sister's car soon...i'm gonna think about the many times when all of u crammed into my little car and when that one guy called my car a clown car and was amazed that all of us fit in there...hahah funny considering that my car is a 5 seater and there was only 5 of us. hahahaha! how we would have deep conversations in Sharon's car about our problems and our long ass afterschool hangouts at the basketball courts til like 8 at night...mann...its gonna be weird leaving u girls..especially since me, sharon, and celine are seniors and u girls are juniors! =( oh and i'll never forget about our alter ego...nikki strut will always be apart of me!

RICK AND ROBIN: i was orginally gonna label this as Filipino boys but then i realized u guys are the only ones i care most about and the only ones i wanna write this for. Rick BALAROSA u are seriously my brother...4th grade yeee!...haha i'm soo gonna miss clowning on u about not speaking English in elementary school. hahahaha! i'm really sad that we didn't get closer before cuz i've missed out =( Your such a good person and i hate when u put yourself down sometimes. I'm gonna miss your rapping...u know how to make me laugh...even when ur not trying! you've made many of my days. hahaha...I'll always remember how we got close in 1st period....cuz u weren't scared to open up to me as a friend and that meant the world to me cuz that proved that u can trust me with anything...from family problems to school problems, girl problems and personal problems. i seriously felt like crying when u told me that u wanted me to be one of your kid's godmother...cuz that shows how close we are. i really hope u don't forget about me and make other friends..hahaha...cuz i'll cry. i love u rick... ROBIN DELACOOL!i know i've only known u for about 5 months but it seems way longer than that ...you are seriously the definition of a good guy. You know whats down and what isn't down. LMAO...i'm gonna miss crackin up Washington jokes...lol jk awww man i remember when i first day i met u...we were talking about the color burgundy cuz i didn't know how the color looked and i thought it was really weird how u liked twilight. lol i'm really glad u turned out to be the total opposite of how i thought u were gonna be. Even though we don't talk as much like before, I'm gonna cry when u leave for Washington cuz i know its probably gonna be the last time i'll ever see u...and i know how u say that were gonna stay friends and stay in touch after highschool...but eventually our friendship might fade..and i'm not saying it to be mean but its probably gonna happen, i hope it doesn't tho...i just wanna say thanks for being one of my closest guy friends...and if we do lose touch just know that i'll always remember our friendship and i'll never forget about our stareing contest...damn 30 minutes...i miss your dirty glasses =(


mann....u guys are probably like wth right now...cuz i'm gonna see u guys tomorrow but still i just wanted to let u guys know how important u are to me and how much i'm gonna miss u guys after high school. i cried soooo much when typing this thing...gahh u have no idea...i really hope i've made as much of an impact in your lives as u guys have for mine. i love u guys<3...sorry if i made any of u cry...and sorry this is sooo long! haha..

to be continues..i wanna write about more people!